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ambivalence: the coexistence of opposing attitudes or feelings

2012-01-31T07:00:00.000-08:00

this space is such a waste, might probably make it into my portfolio blog soon i guess.

i can't wait for time to move faster, so i can grow up a bit older, so i can be much wiser, or have better mind filtering skills. probably a bit more freedom from my parents, so i can dictate what i want or don't want to do or maybe see the world on my own.. i hope everyone has been well, i still blog though but its from livejournal as its really personal. goodnight friends. i shall leave you with some beautiful photographs of my owls, a bike and pretty homes.

i've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots.

2011-07-24T21:01:00.000-07:00

i am eternally grateful to my parents and sister for showing me with endless care and support for everything that i have done. for taking time to actually listen to me and my big dreams, and being random and buy me owl-related things that makes me very happy indeed. thankful towards my cousins and nieces and nephews for like just being so lovable and lovely, it makes loving you so so easy, and i can just burst on this love bubble i have for you guys.

you know in secondary school, i felt like i had a lot of friends and i thought that we will never drift apart, or just not be friends all together. but i was wrong. i lost some friends along the way, but that being said i made new ones in NAFA. but like, when i think about them, i just kinda miss us all being together, in the canteen, taking up the middle tables and just shouting across to one another. haha it'll be nice to just reconnect with everyone again i guess. no negativity towards each other, just pure love. i would really like that :/

i miss gobs, he is in Mumbai, India. and like the place is a mess from those terrorist bombs, and i feel very emotionally channeled, haha and these situations are the worst, it takes you from a definite high to an all time low area where you just don't wanna be. and like the feeling sucks. so you are all alone and it leaves a lot to imagination, so like there are days when my imagination is my best friend and sometimes i feel like its out to get me. and i think of all this horrid and terrible situations to be in cause i wanna be prepared. but i am gonna power through this, haha my mind is so fucked by make belief situations that keep spurring in my head. i just hope he is okay, can't wait for sunday to come.

school is starting in exactly one week, and i am very excited. oh i got into graphic design! i managed to switch my major, i thought it would be impossible but i guess not! but nonetheless i am very thankful that i was able to get in. quite sian that i wont be with a few of my close classmates who are in graphic too. but oh well! still the same major, might probably rub shoulders with them still. haha gonna work really hard and strive for what i want to achieve. i have all these big dreams and they will work out, if i work hard. so fair enough. hope this upcoming school term will be great! and i'll say no to distractions. (:

term break. rest time.

2011-03-04T19:16:00.000-08:00

i love the broughtons!

TERM BREAK FOR A WEEK. YAYY!!

gonna use next week to start on my new assignments.

find somewhere to intern during the 3 months holiday.

maybe do some tie-dying as well. tidy my room as well.

hang out with some of my friends that i miss. (:

hope that so far my grades are all good, i'm bored.

meeting some ij friends tonight at botak jones for dinner.

but gonna go for novena before that with my parents.

oh land's singer is so pretty, go listen to them! very nice.

okay bye guys!

you say that i'm messing with your head, boy?!

2011-01-17T05:39:00.000-08:00

hahaha i like photos like these. hope you like them too. eke

so.. school has been alright, work load starting to pile in already, but so far so good i guess. kinda am on par with all the assignments. i'm bored now. so i'm just typing in spaces where i can type. harhar. i feel like shouting tehtek kaokao. haha or presss. so cold. tonight is very cold. my mind is disorientated. i feel so drained. BLARGH. even though i have a lot of clothes, i am always dealing with the same problem of what to wear in the morning. haha i just sit in front of my cupboard and like stone. then i always say i have nothing to wear. haha so drama.

work to be done:

4 stickman figures (to be done by next week)

3 portraits, feet, hands, lips, eyes (due week4)

to take 10 pictures of objects (due on wednesday)

i'm sitting at my desk with my hair wrapped up like a turban. hurhur. kinda irrelevant.

THIS IS MY NEW JAM.

I'm on the pursuit of happiness and i know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold

2011-01-09T06:23:00.000-08:00

well i must say that, that saturday was a very good day. (:

went for the 5pm novena with gobs before heading to substation.

met jo and her family there and oreal too. our tops matched.

had dinner with them at funan mall. ate the worst dumplings ever.

took a brisk/stroll/walk over to substation for the gig. haha

the bands that played at caracal's launch was very impressive.

pretty blown away by that huge ass poster as the back drop

fooled around with my camera that i've not played for long. hur.

took care of jo's niece. she is oh so cute. i wanna bite her face.

sorry, geram. i am not a japanese cannibal. ew. horrid image.

alright, anyway, it will be monday in like an hour and a half. which means the starting of school. i'm kinda excited for classes to start, gonna learn about colour! hahaha i think i said this somewhere but i am not sure where. so if i am repeating my thoughts, pardon me. my first class is gonna be at 9am tomorrow. siancorezx. hope i do like see some familiar faces in that class so i won't feel so alone. i am really really excited for school. i feel driven to do work. bet i won't feel the same in like two months into school? but we'll see i guess. hope i don't loose my drive too soon.

i'm very into black and white stripes now. and i really do blame oreal and bel for giving me somewhat similar tops in the same month. haha i kid. i appreciate it my fwenss. loving the idea of striped clothes so much that i bought another 2 more striped tops. haha need another like three more then i can have a striped week. keke. my mind is wondering what to wear tomorrow for school. and i myself do not know. i shall sit in my towel tomorrow morning and decide i guess. need to start packing my bag now also. or else when i wake up tomorrow, my disoriented self might forget something important like my pencil box. hurhur.

it grows lighter as i stand.

2011-01-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

happy new year everyone! (about like 7 days late heh).

oh and i cut my hair everybody! not regretting it, don't hate it also, just that, its a tad too short, so i can't tie my hair up into plaids. which i would love to do so. haha rather tempting to like soak my head in xo so that my hair will grow a bit faster. haha but ah well. nothing to do but wait for it to grow. hahaha

so 2011 is already unfolding on us. kinda like fast huh. it feels fast for me though. like 2010 didn't even feel like a year. felt like only 6 months. i probably don't make sense but ah well, i'm just saying. anyway, school's gonna start on monday, kinda excited. gonna learn about colours in one of the classes. sounds awesome, i can go and play with my water colours. haha i love water colours. a little bit sad that my paint set chipped a bit though. sian core. would appreciate a new paint set with like a bigger variety of colours. haha, i wish..

so for the year 2011, i'd wanna..

1) aim for better grades, turn those B's into A's and C's to B's (hope it happens, i wanna make my parents proud)

2) save money for art materials.

3) spend less on clothes? haha

4) be more patient with my parents.

haha i'm gonna play badminton with gobs tomorrow. and collect my parcel from the post office. looking forward to both of it. cause firstly, i am pretty sure i can beat him at badminton, and secondly, YAY MY NEW CLOTHES. haha so much for "i'd wanna spend less on clothes". fail.org. alright thats bout it. goodnight! and enjoi this dirty mixx song. hahaha yawl can like go and diu diu diu at like 1.45 onwards!

baby, its cold outside. YA REALLY.

2010-12-25T08:15:00.000-08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!

i hope everyone is raping a turkey or some ham.
or maybe someone's curry devil or like feng. HOE MAH GAWD.

or maybe some of your mom's pork chops or pork knuckles.
and how about some log cakes as well! hahaha feast away!
oh and remember to exercise after that, or else..
you'll be like me, i've gained weight, haha its quite depressing.
so, i'm gonna run for the sake of losing some weight soon.
my BMI index is horrible. so yeah, just got to loose 5kg.

currently waiting beside my phone now.
hoping for a call from kuala lumpur. ring la!

okay, EVERYONE STAY SAFE DURING THIS FESTIVE SEASON.

may you eat till your heart content! <3

standing here by the sidelines.

2010-12-15T05:27:00.000-08:00

oh goodness, i haven't touched this space for the longest period of time, like ever.

so well, hello there. i don't know who actually reads from this place anymore. i think i'll just put up random stuff that i feel like typing or share with the public eyes i guess. 2010, has been a crazy year. got a little bit hooked on teaching, started learning at my new school. so yeah. i don't know what to type now. pretty bored i guess. its a cold tuesday night today. ho ho ho, drinking my green tea and hoping that it detoxes my body from toxins. hah, wishful thinking on my part.

so much of emotions. what am i to do.

sympathy is never considered help.

2010-05-05T08:56:00.001-07:00

you know what, it was complicated, this thing called life. people all wear masks, and one person might harbor various personalities within oneself and might compromise several layers of characters. and because of this, a person might never, ever, never, ever know for sure if or when she is doing the right thing, or the best thing, or the wisest thing. and if a person couldn't be sure about the quality of her own words and actions, how then could she ever judge the words and actions of anyone else?

this brought me to a conclusion that, i think too much and we should judge less. we aren't saints, we are all human beings, but nonetheless, we can always fight our own human nature, and give up the desire to do evil things. why should we give in to our human nature, when in the first place, we should abandon it? we all give excuses and just say, "well, its only human nature." but we are supposed to ignore it! or better yet, fight it! excuses are only around to make ourselves feel better for our mistakes. i sound like such an asshole writing all these, when i know that sometimes i don't even bother fighting. which is quite pathetic, i wish i was stronger then my human nature and overcome it, instead of letting it take me.

these few weeks i felt like my social life is getting quite sad, and i miss all my close friends until buay tahan, so i went out a lot of times in one week, haha like finally get it out of my system, all the missing, doing me no good. met like my cousins, amanda, oreal, alex, brandon, who else? err sacha and amerie is the usual for sundays. haha so anyway, i finally bought what i wanted for so long, it feels pretty unreal that i actually bought it. haha. bought it over the weekend with mark, and hung out at ppp with his friends and i finally met nicole.k after so long. haha the ppp place is damn chill. anyway, so i tested my new toy just now with alex, downstairs at the park, i fell down on my first try on real concrete, haha but like overall i became quite confident, and like i went down slope all, haha i hope i manage my money matters more wisely this month, and instead of having just nice amounts, i want to have leftovers, so i can save for my laptop. okay, thats bout it! goodnight friends!

blog under construction.

i am waiting for an interval, somewhere very near.

2010-04-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

it was about 7am when i took this.
if someone could just paint all of these on my walls, i would be so grateful. hahaha so, i find it funny when someone gets a shock from you, even when you don't deliberately mean to scare the person on purpose. hahaha then in the end both parties get a shock, cause one scream, all scream. hahahaha, i'm laughing so hard now, cause this scenario just happened to me, and i almost peed i swear. i was waiting for the toilet lights to go on and it takes a while for it to go on, and i don't like to pee in the dark cause i don't like the dark sometimes. and i was just standing at my toilet looking at this huge moth on my wall waiting for the lights to go on, then my dad shouted from the living room, EH WHAT YOU DOING AH! haha and i got a shock. hahaha its not even funny now, but it was just now. haha oh yes! end of month coming, meaning, pay day pay day very soon!! hahaha now my dad is watching female wrestling hahaha.
anyway, i really miss all my close friends, and i sincerely mean it from the bottom of my heart. i know we all say, hang out soon okay!? one day! and that day never happens. and its really not like i don't want it to happen. we all have colliding plans and it sucks a lot know? working full time now has practically narrowed the possibilities of meeting up, and to add on to that, poly has just started! haha wow. i wanna see you guys soon okay. we must really set a date to meet and stick to it sia. OR ELSE... haha set it in june or something, i'm not gonna be working anymore around mid june. i really hope to see each one of you soon, from the bottom of my heart. i really really miss you guys. and its not just words, it goes beyond that.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOST FAVORITE COUSIN IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! see you over this weekend babe! so we can go shopping for your present! love!

what will become of us?

2010-04-05T00:30:00.001-07:00

fall and spring collections 2010 by Proenza Schouler, Rag and Bone, John Patrick, Twenty8Twelve, Rebecca Taylor and Sophie Theallet.

"Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known." - Chuck Palahniuk (Invisible Monsters)

i like black outfits and warm earth tone outfits. i don't like my clothing to be too colourful, unless that day i'm feeling a litte bit queer or out of sorts. i only dress my best when the occasion calls or when i feel like it. so most of the time, i prefer to wear my wardrobe basics. i love wearing heels but sometimes its really too much of a hassle to wear it out, cause its not comfortable. so most of the time i'm in like slippers and shoes. but i recently bought a pair of wedge/heel shoe, which i really like alot and its also pretty comfortable. haha i ran in it to give it test shot. lol. i don't follow fashion trends, because i feel that we humans as individuals, should dress in whatever we feel like wearing. one man's trash is another man's treasure. so seriously, you may find my taste in fashion really bad and horrible. but hey! to me, its gorgeous! (: its like how amanda hates my long sleeve green daddy shirt, but i still wear it, cause it is really comfortable and i love long sleeve clothing hahaha.

oh yeah, i recently received my march pay! which was half of a monthly salary cause well, i started only mid-march. haha but all is well cause its still money! and after giving my parents money, and treating becky's family to ice cream, i still left some money. which i'm going to invest in my new interest! i really really cannot wait to buy it and test it out! hahaha. so if i do buy that, that means for the month of april, i promised myself not to buy any clothes at all. i still need to save up for an ipod classic(need), a macbook(need), a camcorder(want) haha, oh and my korea and kl shopping sprees(want/need) so yup. for the month of march, my pay will go to my interest cause its not that much. but for the next few months of working at the childcare centre, i'm gonna be a super saver! okay thats bout it. BYE!
i was randomly surfing the net and i came across this website, wow, like seriously wow, what a pretty head dress! i like this head dress a lot, haha its so pocahontas and wednesday(from the adam's family). too bad it cost about US55.00. take a look at the website for more! http://www.loveheadmistress.com
the weather has been so amazing, i wish it'd stay like this forever. it makes me feel happy to see all the contrasting colours in the sky, from the grey clouds to the white and i like the wind being blown directly in my face, i don't care if it messes my hair. haha i really don't care. (:

shall leave you here with good music.

the core of mans' spirit comes from new experiences.

2010-03-09T08:16:00.000-08:00

i bought this new navy headband/hairband whatever thingy recently, been thinking about it for two weeks since i saw it. so i decided to get it in the end. haha pretty navy blue gold yada. SO, this was celebrating my grandma birthday at the hardrock cafe. it was really good, atmosphere and all. just that the food prices were a little bit expensive, but other than that, the crew working there, the whole ambiance is really top notch. they have live entertainment all also, and their beers were quite expensive, oh well! i had fun anyway. haha
i bought this book on sunday, i wasn't even intending to buy it that soon, because abraham wanted to go kinokuniya to find some fashion magazine and sacha was going to town to meet her friend, so thus i followed and in the end i found my john green book! yay! thats bout it for sunday, had double cheese burger and the new shaker fries thingy for dinner. ya. THE END.

do we forget who we are?

2010-03-02T23:01:00.000-08:00

every thought of ours is a real thing ------- a force?

2010-02-23T09:11:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MANDA PANDA! stay safe (:
thursday! more eventful, went for some casting thing in the morning, BLOODY HELL, CABS FARES GOES BY MINUTES NOW?! seriously wtf, i got lost around the area so i decided to leave it to the cab, but we were on like a standstill for quite awhile cause the uncle also didnt know the damn place and was looking through street directories. so oh well, there goes my 4.20 when the office was just right there!!! lesson learnt sia, rely on your own resources. haha went to meet amerie to pass time cause amanda was still at home and i was supposed to meet her, so yeap. amanda arrived soon enough and we went to walk around town, like really walk sia. damn crazy, bumped into a few people as well. i cant wait to get my cathay pay seriously, its long over due, and i wanna use the damn money. so after walking, manda and i took a long bus ride back to hougang. i slept damn soundly. haha and she came over to my place for awhile to eat cake. hehe, the endddd.
wed - did nothing much, had a lovely surprise made by my mum though, she is so sweet, she help me cut the duck into slices so its easier for me. haha so i made smoked pepper duck sandwich with cheese for lunch. I LOVE CHEESE! so thats wed, haha nothing much. I AM A BORING PERSON. spent the night with my mum, cause dad had badminton and eunice was working. so ya. me and mum hanging on a wednesday night.

on tuesday, i walked in and out of my house so many times cause i kept forgetting to bring something along, and when i walked all the way to the lrt station already, I FORGOT MY EZLINK CARD, what a genius i am. haha so i walked back home to get it and came out with the card and my mum's fried rice, DAMN SHOIK. so anyway, i went to meet amanda after all that crap to swim at the anchorvale community center in evening cause we wanted to avoid the sun but apparently we didnt avoid much cause she got abit darker and i went home with mild red cheeks. after swimming and playing with the slides all, we went to have dinner at jalan kayu. mutton mutubak with chicken curry! and ate like onion prata (: not forgetting, my tehpeng and manda's milo. so that was tuesday for you guys.
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oh and the other day, i burnt my hand while attempting to carry one plate with bread, a bowl with my soup and my phone + its wire all together, and my wire got stuck on the drawer handle, thus i got pulled back, and while this pulling back was happening, i apparently spilled like incredibly hot damn hot mushroom soup all over my hand and it went on my leg also, luckily i managed to hold on the bowl or else my soup would be gone :( haha so anyway, a damn hot mushroom was stuck on my left hand, so now, i have a nike looking scar on it. it hurt like a bitch i swear, luckily i managed to bring the swelling down by placing the cold pack on my leg, and i attended to my hand later, which obviously was stupid cause now got scar all. haha it took quite awhile to let my hand just be alone without the cold pack, cause really, the stinging was terrible, i never had this kind of burnt wound before, even typing now adds pain but its not that bad anymore. and there is no scar on my leg, so okay la, i find the scar quite retarded looking. hahaha, i suck seriously. from a nike scar it evolved to a smiley scar now. hahahaha.

okay enjoy the photos! GOODNIGHT! (:

chinese new year, two O! one O!

2010-02-16T09:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! GONG CI FA CAI AND WAN SHI RU YI!

chinese new year has been pretty amazing, i get to see all my nieces and nephews after so long, its really good la, i feel damn loved cause the kids' hugs are the best seriously, they just run and hug me. and the hug is like goes from my waist and they cling on to my leg and i'm literally walking with a kid stuck to me. hahahaha. oh oh! i managed to like win 5 dollars while gambling with them, cause gambling with kids, the stake is small. my smallest was a five cent. hahaha no shit. but fun la, some of my cards was really good! like DOUBLE ACE! hahaha! anyway, i managed to like meet up with all my distant cousins from my mum's side, the usual and the usual questions were being asked as well, haha they were quite erm tough to answer. haha.

my mum's eldest sister is really the best, she always gives us food and is really generous, and she is such an awesome cook la really, can open restaurant. for like 3 days in a row, i've been eating her food which she gave to us, CHILI CRAB?! BUAKALAT (i don't know how to spell that dish la okay, its some peranakan thing) , SMOKED DUCK! CHICKEN CURRY! it was like wah, everyday my family has a mini feast. haha. but as you all know, i'm allergic to shell food, so now i'm suffering, but seriously, who can resist such good food. i didn't eat much of like chinese new year pastries, but i did eat alot of like gummy bears and sweets. (:

this year, my family has been really generous with the angpows that they give me, and i'm truly grateful, especially on my dad's side, its like i opened the packet and i really went wtf out loud. haha oh and speaking of my dad's side, for my grandma's birthday, my family and my cousins are gonna go hard rock cafe! haha and we are gonna make ben dance with like mama. haha. so, now i have an urge to gamble, very fun sia, like the thrill of unexpected luck. haha. i don't know how to explain it, maybe you guys might understand it too (: so today was like an extra day of a holiday, my dad was feeling bored and decided to bring my family to body world. haha it was pretty funny to see the smaller children react to erm the exhibition but it was really educational. haha went with gabriel and his parents as well. and i got to meet becky for awhile after that. haha yay! okay thats it, enjoy all the photos, this year photo taking was quite little. haha i wasn't in the mood.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE. i will visit this space again.

the owl of ignorance lays the egg of pride.

2010-02-09T08:56:00.000-08:00

UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE?
i love owls (: heh.
why hello, i havent used this space in awhile. well, reunion dinner pictures on the top. anyway, life's been alright. pretty mundane but bearable. i am currently jobless and i don't feel retarded. haha but that's no excuse to be erm jobless? haha cause currently, i just bum around at home and really enjoy the slack life. haha (: i am currently tutoring someone though, but its a once a week thing, so i dont really see it as a job. its fun anyway, my student is adorable. chinese new year is coming, so i'm foreseeing alot of photos being put up on this space maybe? haha.

i've been hanging out with like awesome company these few days. its like with friends like these, seriously, who needs enemies? words tweaked a little from owl city. haha i love owl city! anyway, i'm saving up a lot of money now to buy like a proper camcorder so i can stop using my dslr to take videos, and recently, my creative mp3 decided to die on me, and thus i need a new music player. i'm thinking of getting something 32gb or more, because i love music and the other time i had a 4gb one, it ran out of space! :( so yeahhh.

oh, and since like chinese new year is coming and everything. i felt a need for change and thus i tore up my walls and like revamp it. haha it looks pretty good, its like almost done! i have my name up in like blinking lights, literally. and i put up new photos too! it looks really organized and neat now. yay! i feel really accomplished each time i step into my room. haha, i still need to put up more stuff and get a shoe rack for my room. but nonetheless, i'm still pretty pleased with the results. heh, i will upload pictures once i'm done!

though i'm kinda enjoying life right now, i hate the fact that transportation fees for me, has grown to be so expensive. it really sucks. every time i tap my card, i feel the pinch, because i'm paying for my own transportation fees. its like you start to really know the value of a dollar ah. i wished i was still a student. i mean come on ah. tsk, how much can i possibly pay for my transport. now i have to pay adult fare. suck core. suck fest! haha, my money burning up on these transportation fees. feels like bullshit. okay, my rant is over.

i don't feel like posting up too many photos today, so i'll just upload videos okay? and like i uploaded new videos recently, so go and check them out i guess. (: alright, thats bout it. NIGHT!

2010-01-30T09:13:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA I AM LETTING THIS SPACE GET WASTED AGAIN. HAHAHA. I'M SORRY. I'LL UPDATE SOON LA, LIKE MAYBE SOMETIME NEXT WEEK. fer real! BIEX!

HEY HEY! ITS X'MAS! (:

2009-12-29T21:23:00.000-08:00

christmas dinner party, or pizza party? haha at uncle b and auntie b's house! it was really great. i met steph, kim and denise! haven't seen them for a very long time! so it really made my day to see them. haha. so yeah, ate alot of pizza, the chocolate pizza damn shoik. hung out with like church people and steph, kim and denise. haha. overall very fun. cut my tiedyed shirt before i left my house, haha i really liked how it turned out. YAY!
this was at bel's place. haha played drinking games, and like took alot of nonsense photos. thank you bel for my present! i really really like it alot! i love x'mas ah. like mass gatherings all at one place, and you just go, to just hang out and chill with awesome company. i really love it alot. haha.
so, this was midnight mass, and x'mas itself! i went for midnight mass with amanda and her family, was supposed to meet alex that night, but i was really sick, and my dad said it would be better if i didnt go so far. so oh well. went to godma's place later that evening, quite fun also, watched vampire daries. haha not bad ah the show. i think i will go watch that after my ugly betty craze. haha. okay, thats all, this post damn pictures, cause every day damn fun for me and i don't know how to put it in words how fun all these dinner parties and meet ups are. OKAY BIEX! enjoy your x'mas everyone!

2009-12-27T09:34:00.000-08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE! I AM TOO SLEEPY TO FUNCTION. so, i will be back with x'mas photos, ASAP when i am not too sleepy. GOODBYEEE.

and i can't help but feel connected

2009-12-21T20:53:00.000-08:00

so this was xmas dinner with my mates! it was alright, started out quite late though. next time we set early early timing, then can go home early also. haha. overall good la. thank you guys for coming! i love you all many many. it was really good to see the twins, amanda, bel, oreal and the rest again after so long. like seriously so long. hang out soon okay!
photos of vermillion's and closure in moscow set. went for weekend trip on sunday. watched closure in moscow and other great bands. but fer sure, closure in moscow is damn awesome big time. those who never go, is really damn wasted. haha. i went alone but like bumped into a lot of people at the venue. so i was randomly hanging out with random people. hahaha. quite fun. but during mouthful of air's set, i kena punched in the stomach, damn pain, cannot stand up for awhile. but i'm okay now. i cannot wait for imogen heap's and paramore's concert. but first, i need my money. so ya! hope i can get it as soon as possible.
this was x'mas dinner with my family at some restaurant. not sure where, but ya! hahaha ate like fucking amazing food, like seriously. steak, pork knuckles, crab! wahpiang, damn shoik seriously. haha the cousins all whack the food. hahahaha. it was good! exchange presents with them and all also, then headed over to the broughtons to play wii. haha and shine laser into people's homes. hahaha. fun la. oh yeah, i quit my job, cause the environment and work place is really not my type. i cannot take it when service people in the food n beverage line, are genuinely not sincere when serving and so bloody unfriendly as well. but that's okay, cause i have another job, an admin one. i start work either next week or next month. so yeap, thats bout it. goodbiex!

the permafrost is near, but i won't let it take me.

2009-12-13T07:18:00.001-08:00

i love owls. so cute right?!

if you do happen to have one hour to spare on your hands and you like a day to remember. GO WATCH THIS VIDEO RIGHT NOW!! you will not regret it. haha or if you feel curious also, click the play button (:
HEY! guess what!?! i finally found a job! haha and i start orientation tomorrow! i kinda have a great feeling about this. cross my fingers and hope that all goes well. haha all my idling at home or going out for no good reason will cease. even though i kinda like being lazy! haha but oh well, this job is so my area. i feel confident and really happy, i feel like everything is going swell for me. made new friends, have sufficient new clothes to last for a while, finished buying all my friends presents! feeling very accomplished about the last factor. haha i think the Christmas season is getting to me. I CANNOT WAIT FOR X'MAS THIS YEAR! so exciting i am about to jump out of my panties. haha.oh yeah, warning. NEVER EVER GO TO TOWN ON A WEEKEND. seriously, its like crowd horror. unless you love crowds then go ahead and join all the smelly, rude and sweaty people. its so annoying, everyone is just shoving their way through and trying to be all fast and speedy. even when they knock into me, they don't bother to apologize. oh and i hate it even more when its clearly evident that no human being can squeeze through the gap, but they still purposely try to squeeze through. seriously, holiday seasons is all about relaxing and all you people are rushing around like busy ants. tsk. TAKE A MOMENT TO BREATHE AND SLOW THE FUCK DOWN! wanna see the x'mas lights? do it on a weekday, honestly, its so much better. that reminds me, i have to date kelly for the strolling down of town at night with Starbucks coffee in our hands. cause we wanna check out the x'mas lights together. haha.

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i cannot wait for weekend trip! line up quite exciting, i am really excited for closure in moscow. haha. and i'm eager to watch other great local bands perform also! haven't been for a gig for very long, so i am looking forward to this. haha WHOO HOO! BE THERE OR BE SQUARE! oh yeah, to my close friends (: haha i bet you know who you are, ON THE 21ST OF DECEMBER, please be free, and if you are not free can you please let me know, so i can change the dates. I WANT ALL OF US TO BE PRESENT OKAY!! anyway easier for me to give out the presents to ya'll also. haha. so show up okay! for more details, just message me (: alright, i think that's it for now, i don't know what to type anymore. haha have a good week guys. GOODBYE!

how much can you see, from across the room?

2009-12-05T21:17:00.001-08:00

dammit, mozilla crashed and my entire post was wiped out. aiya, anyway, i will just post ben's confirmation photos up for now. met up with the broughtons for saturday, it was fun to meet becky again, cause i have not seen her for very long. and she is leaving for australia tml! sad uh, but oh well, i'll wait for her to come back and we'll have our sleepovers. oh and last night we ate like pork knuckles and some damn good fried rice. haha couldnt resist. alright, so for now these are the confirmation photos (: ENJOY!
alright, so thats bout it. oh yeah, to my chicas, for x'mas this year i don't think i can have ya'll over cause my house is quite chaotic with like new furniture and cleaning. and i don't want to trouble my mother either. so we just go out in one huge ass big jinbang gang and eat okay?! but of course i blanjah ah. but not too expensive cause i'm a broke ass. haha. can't wait to just meet up with you all man cause i really miss ya'll. and its coming from the bottom of my heart uh. lets go east coast and rent bikes to ride? haha don't know. oh yeah, when i watch these movie's trailers, i am like woah, and i wanna watch them so bad. haha like so bad. cause it looks really good. new moon's trailer was good also uh, but like the movie fucking suck. lets hope its not the same for these movies. haha. nah!

yeah these shows. LOOKS GOOD RIGHT! haha. alright i'm going now. BUHBYE.

turn the other cheek and pretend!

2009-12-02T22:13:00.000-08:00

this blog is as good as dead man. cause i really don't know what to blog. and like i rarely bring my camera out these days. havent been going for any gigs also. haha sorry. i don't think anyone reads this anymore as well. oh well. i hate to blog without any photos. it makes the post so boring and like dull. haha. well i just came back from kl recently, there are some photos, so i guess i will post those up (: there you go. didn't really take much photos. oh well, there you go, kl trip in november 2009.

so yep, thats all for kl. anyway, this week has been much fun. hung out with alex, and met new people. the only down side is that i am still jobless. i am somewhat bothered and not bothered by it. i like not doing anything. haha but i want the cash and i want to work hard for it also la. but yeah. walking contradictions. i miss my friends alot. amanda is working, oreal working too, bel? i am not sure, the twins busy also i guess? haha kelly is not busy, but i have yet to meet her. fuck i miss all you guys. i just want to see your faces and squeeze. hahaha. gonna watch new moon on friday. alot of people say its very stale, but like the trailer looks good, but the book was really long winded, so like i don't know how the show would be like. haha oh well. see how then? alright, thats it for now i guess. haha till next time.

SJC's prom night 2009

2009-11-17T09:18:00.000-08:00

oh my goodness, i don't know whats going on lately with my emails, but i have to keep changing them because they are preventing me from signing onto msn. maybe its my com? i'm not sure. so i've changed my email, and its beatbeatsbeat@hotmail.com , contact me through that email from now on. thanks.

so, that was my prom night 2009. it was alright, everyone just wanted to take photos. i had fun i guess? great company and atmosphere. food was alright. my feet was killing me when i went back home. haha for my photos, go to my facebook account and check them all out. alright thats it! goodnight guys. xoxo.

TIK TOK.

2009-11-10T07:07:00.000-08:00

HELLO ALL, O LEVELS IS NEARLY OVER, AND I AM COMING BACKKKK HERE!

me consists of best friends and i feel that i should post this. haha the funniest fucked up happened today i swear, i had my chinese papers in the morning and after that, i went over to manda's place to put down my things and we went out shortly to eat indian food. when we went back up to her place, okay wait for it, wait for it. BLOODY HELL, STEWDS! TOOK HER KEY. OMG, WE WERE LOCKED OUTSIDE! hahaha fucked up situation. and my bag, my socks and stuff was in the house! and stewds went to school. WHICH WAS IN LASALLE! and his class was going on for an hour. omg, so me and manda didnt want him to waste cab fare. WE WAITED FOR 3 HOURS AND MORE AROUND HER AREA, WAITING FOR STEWDS. hahahaha it was funny at first cause manda got pissed but i was calm. BUT AFTER WAITING FOR 2 HOURS IN MY UNIFORM UNDER THE DAMN BLK. WAH CB. i got pissed eventually, and we went frisky haha cause we were got so bored with nothing to do and with only one handphone and lil cash.

hahaha damn fucked up. so we ended up walking around hougang green area, played in the park, took the lift to the 16 floor of manda's blk, took the stairs down, screamed our way down. hahahaha eventually stood outside her house, the door was open so like we can see her dog, tried to make it come towards us. manda found a lighter, i found newspaper. we ended up burning newspaper and like laughing over it. it was so stupid and ridiculous. oh and we played with this exercise thingy outside her house, did marco polo with random strangers downstairs, count the seconds i could keep the flame on the lighter going and then we got so tired, we just sat outside the house with my phone blasting random music, and we just stared at each other and then stewds came back. hahaha. we were so pissed with him, but he just kept smiling with his goondu face and offered us chicken rice, we couldnt help forgiving him. HAHA. okay end of my very long story. i hope this makes you laugh, casue you know what, BEST FRIENDS, MEANS FOREVER!

everybody check out my fridge, haha food to like fit a small army. hahaha. my mum rules. biex.

they won't even miss you at all.

2009-10-18T09:08:00.001-07:00

WAHHSUPPPP! this is a damn random post and i don't know what to blog actually. cause i havent been going out. i don't have much of a life right now. stay home study. not complaining. i love sengkang. I AM THE MAYOR OF SENGKANG. so no going out, means no photos, means no nice post. haha i like to post with pictures. AIYA I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TYPE. STAY GOLD! and those who are taking o levels, stay sane. goodnight.

sometimes, i don't know when to try.

2009-10-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

SORRY. THIS BLOG IS AS GOOD AS DEAD BECAUSE I AM TOO BUSY TO UPDATE. SORRY MAN. I DIDNT EVEN CHANGE THE LAYOUT. AFTER O LEVELS I WILL RETURN. SO YEAH, SORRY FOR THE LACK OF POSTS. k, i doubt alot of people read my blog anyway. k enjoy this updated post. biex.
i celebrated my birthday with my family last week when my sister finally returned from vietnam. thank you to those who remembered to wish me. all the wishes were very much appreciated. thank you again.

so, this was today. I MET ALEX! feels great to see her after so long. hung out and caught up with her. walked around town. wah, town changed alot uh. but nice la, not bad, not bad. haha. the next time i see this chick would be after o's. haha sian. oh well. it was awesome to meet up with her, even though it was for awhile. the other chick i wanna meet is bel. aiya, all you people just wait for me to finish o's, then i can hang out with ya'll. haha k thats it.

study break has started, in another 2 weeks, i will be sitting for my first paper. and i am really nervous for my chemistry practical, because i burnt myself during prelim's practical. haha i suck, i know, i know. staying home to study is fun, its like you know everyone else is in school but not you! hahahaha. but i don't laze in bed la, my timetable is quite strict now, i have to be up before 8.30am, sleeping in is like a waste a time for now. haha i need new clothes to dye or cut or sew or something. kay thats bout it. xoxo.

eh, out of all her paparazzi videos so far, i think she looks really good in this one. k enjoy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY TWINS! I LOVE YOU TWO MANY MANY! happy birthday to colin choo as well, and cheston hong and all the october babies! k goodbiex, take care guys. i will update soon! biex!

fuck yeah!

it has been awhile. haha. updates!

2009-09-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL! I AM SO SORRY FOR THIS VERY LIFELESS BLOG. haha. i have been really tied up with work and such. sorry. and this will go on until the 2nd week of november. once my o's is over. i will be a free bird. but for now, this will go on. haha i will revive my blog once in awhile. sorry! but i doubt anyone really reads this blog much. but oh well!

anyway, i have been studying, editing both the sec5 classes videos and well the usual? same old shit but different day. (: night study has started in school and i went for one of the sessions the other day, it was overall quite productive, went with amanda, whom by the way wore the same shirt as me. haha we are always jinx-ing. hey! i've also been going to becky's place to study as well. casue her place is much more focus then my place. haha and her mum is more strict also, and she cooks as well as my mum. so yeah. not bad to go there. haha even though walking up the slope to her place is such a bitch. but oh well, i love my cousins. haha.

oh oh! i've got myself a new phone! haha. no more hanging up of calls halfway, no more not hearing the other party when i pick up a call, no more trouble with my phone! haha i hope it stays this way man. or else i'm gonna hate my phone. haha my plan rocks now too! with like unlimited smses and extra outgoing calls. life feels a little better with a new phone. haha. my room is in such a mess. geez. my tuition teacher said she had a slippery butt because she almost fell off my chair. haha i have weird acquaintances. but oh well! i like. haha makes my lesson interesting

alright, lets start with birthday wishes for this month shall we?
first of, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OREALLY GOH. (:

AND TO ERIN BEAVER TAN AS WELL!LAST BUT NOT LEAST, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY DEAREST!
and to leslie, prasheen, adelina, er ryan christopher. yup. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDSSSSS!!!

try this on for size

2009-09-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

ONE WEEK HOLIDAY IS HERE! haha. time to hit the books and start my very intensified revision. haha. did math and literature so far. and i slept while doing literature. was supposed to go running today, but i felt lazy and tired, so postpone la. haha. my cousins stayed over the weekend at my place. it was fun. haha all three of them in different rooms. my youngest cousin go anyhow open the door to strangers! damn gundu la that boy, haha but i still love him. becky is the greatest and so is ben. they both gave me all their lit notes. haha its like a huge stack now. yay. the weather is so windy. i hope it stays like this forever. last friday, we had a fund run event in school. i ran like 14 rounds, my knee is killing me now. haha but like for a good cause, so why not right? haha. and it was really fun also, there was good music, company was good as well. i don't know what to type. haha bye! oh i changed the picture again! hope you like.

stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing

2009-09-02T04:33:00.000-07:00

MY WEEKEND HAS BEEN GREAT! haha. it was my first time going for baybeats. and i truly enjoyed myself. even though i didnt get to go on all 3 days. i still had fun on sunday. met bel and mark at dhoby ghaut station and i realised i was late for forbetterendings set. haha. fucking stupid of me. so i ran from city hall all the way to the waterfront. but thank god i managed to catch for better endings in time. oh and i watched for this cycle, the ambassadors, anberlin, what else? oh yeah, and lunar node too. i really enjoyed myself. even though that particular day i did alot of running. i never ran so much in my life. haha. anberlin's set was really good! i was like singing at the top of my lungs. haha and now i am coming down with a fuckin sore throat. haha. stephen's voice was amazing. and oh my goodness, the drummer so handsome. haha. for better endings set was awesome. but eh. baybeats sound system sucked big time. like wtf is up with the sound system. not much photos cause my memory card was filled with videos. haha sorry!

haha and that day i think i lost like maybe 5kg. i was running off to meet people half the time. and i met alot of people whom i've never seen for very long. and oh my goodness, my phone kept ringing like crazy also. and the worst part of that is, my phone is spoilt. the person calling can't hear me when i pick up the call. haha such a bullshit phone. so i have to hang up on them and message them all one by one. haha. SORRY OKAY GUYS! oh and i would like to say sorry to kelly and melissa as well, for like running off half the time, sorry! i feel really bad for running off so many times and running back to find ya'll. haha i was playing hide and seek with so many people. geez. but seriously, i am truly sorry! hey kelly and melissa, we hang out soon okay? and i will buy you two pretzels. speaking of hanging out, same goes to bel and mark. and alex and auji too. (:

i have no more life now. my life is my books. i am gonna live life like a hermit. my house is my shell. and my shell consists of only books and food. haha. oh well, o levels are important. i am not complaining if i have to be stuck at home. thats fine with me. my internet deserves to be burnt la. i keep getting drawn to sitting infront of the computer screen, and going to facebook, or youtube, or like my blogs. haha shit. oh yeah, my camera and clothes are major distractions as well. crap. once september holidays start, no more of this shitty attitude. my focus will be back. haha sumpah. my cousins are staying over this weekend cause their parents are going overseas. niceee. SLEEPOVER! today, school drained me. literally. drained me. i am so drained thats why i am blogging, haha i can't study. maybe later. okay i should la. maybe a bit. alright. thats it! goodnight guys!

Stuttering

eh this song is nice. go check it out.

saint joseph's carnival 2009.

2009-08-29T08:20:00.000-07:00

so, today was saint joseph's carnival 2009. i enjoyed myself alot today. though my plans weren't exactly what i wanted after manda bailed on going with me for baybeats today. i really wanted to watch lovemebutch's set know, like seriously. but aiya, like i wanted to go for their afternoon set, but no one was free to go with me. so what to do? haha. instead, i hung out with the pestana twins, amanda, leah, colin, idraqi and lira after the carnival. then later on, lira and gil left for a rugby match. and the rest came over to my place to watch a movie. went to eat dinner after that with them and came back to study. this was not what i had in mind to spend my saturday, but it was a day well spent. awesome company i guess. (:
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tml is the last day of baybeats. i am gonna go for that with kelly and melissa, and meeting a whole lot of people there. i can't wait. i just hope that next year there will be another lovemebutch set casue i really wanted to see them today, but due to unforeseen circumstances, i did not in the end. but my day still turned out alright and i truly enjoyed myself. haha. oh yeah, at the carnival, so many old girls came back and like old teachers as well. i felt that the carnival was a success becauseeeee, ALL THE FOOD STALLS DIDNT PREPARE ENOUGH FOOD AND DRINKS. bloody hell. by 12++ no more know. haha so annoying. but aiya. i hope the school is a little richer after today. alright. enjoy your weekend guys!

maybe i'll see them perform soon one day. just oneeee day. (:

to whom it may concern.

2009-08-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

GAWDDDDD! BLOGGER CAN'T UPLOAD MY PHOTOS :(
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oh well, i will reblog this post when i can upload the rest of my last weekend photos. so whats up guys?! its been rather long since i did a proper post. same old stuff is still going on in my life. prelims was not what i expected. prelims kills my morale, i hate it. oh well, i should just get up and keep on going. i was given a motivational talk by my godma/aunt last night. i feel much more determined to study harder, cause i study for me. and this results would be my future, so i should do well for myself. so thus, i must strive for myself. I WILL NOT BE TORN DOWN.
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a random paragraph.
basic clothes are essential to everyone's closet. seriously. i went through my closet thoroughly a few days back. and i realised i lack 2 basic items. basic clothes to me means, little black dress, stockings, underwear, white/black shirts, jeans, denim shorts, black shorts, a pretty dress and a skirt. i am missing a skirt and denim shorts. i am currently on the hunt for these two items. and i want studs on my skirts. i love studs. i know where to get them, but it hurts like a bitch to get them into the clothing. but oh well, i like it. hahaha. but anyway, with basics like these, you would actually have a wider selection of outfits to wear. cause you can just mix and match. thus, by doing so, you spend less on extra clothes that you don't actually need, and you will have a larger variety of choices of clothes to wear when you go out. i hate how i spend nearly an hour deciding what to wear, cause sometimes my jeans are in the wash or like the thing i want to wear is not there. so if you have all these basics, going out would be so much simpler. i need some serious cash and time to go and search for my denim shorts and skirt. i had my eye on this skirt, but when i went down to the shop, i was told that it was sold out. i was devastated.
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anyway, i am so excited for baybeats. its gonna be my first year going. i am so excited to see the bands that will be performing. the line up on the 3 days are pretty awesome. i can't wait.
WHO ELSE IS GOING FOR BAYBEATS?!

my thursday after chemistry paper.

2009-08-16T07:43:00.000-07:00

sooo, this was on thursday after our chemistry paper. went to eat macs breakfast at rivervale mall with manda and then she came over to my place to chill. haha. i have an equation.

manda + beat + music + webcam = fucking madness.

haha, oh yeah, on the same day, i went out with my parents to eat dinner and AMKhub. eh the place there quite not bad now uh. but i hate their G2000 staff there. very very very ill mannered. show my father black face and anyhow push me and they have no damn patience. cheebai. if you want to work along the service line, you are expected to deliver good service. oh well. i still have another 2 albums of photos to upload. haha. its jamming my com. k biex.

NATIONAL DAY WEEKEND.

2009-08-16T02:57:00.000-07:00

this was the day before national day. but like, my family considered it national day lunch. it was really good. we ate at orchard hotel. the food spread was really good, and the atmosphere was really nice. one thing about buffets that i hate is that i always tend to overeat. haha its like i'm thinking, i better make this worth my money so i gorge. haha i'm such an ass. but oh well. i didnt go over the top with this buffet though. so all is well. i loved their dessert section. gawd, everything was like fantastic. so yeap. then on sunday, which is national day itself, my family came over to my place to watch the parade and make fun of singapore idol contestants. we are evil. yeah. haha but we only made fun of the ones who needs to be made fun of. okay, not any better. we are still evil. haha thank you mediacorp then, for putting in silly people. haha. alright, thats it for my very red weekend. i still have loads more photos to upload. LATER!

the sky was burning just like fireworks.

2009-08-02T04:44:00.000-07:00

Boys Like Girls - "Love Drunk"

wassup guys, i'm gonna post with videos for the time being, for i haven't been going out much. not going out = not much photos to put up. go check out this video. i really like the song, but like i think ashley tisdale looks weird somehow in this video. but check out the hunks! haha DDG.

i went to the doctor in the morning.

met abraham to study.

went to church to return the funds.

went to eat with shuan and don.

did math when i came back home.

napped for 2hours. shoik.

and i just finished my dinner.

gonna go study now, and call alex later.

GOOD EVENING GUYS!

i like this picture alot. i don't know why. haha maybe its the cat, the park benches, the tattoos, the sharpness of the picture, the grey skies and the trees? maybe. haha.

where do you go, my lovely?

2009-07-31T10:19:00.001-07:00

where do you go my lovely? where do you go? i wanna know, my lovely. i wanna know. where did you go oh o oh oh oh oh o a ohh! i wanna know oohoh ooh oh oho hho oh a oh! where do you go oh ooh oh ohoh oh oh oho hohoh oh a oh! where do you where do you go? where do you where do you go? hahaha i loved this song when i was a small girl. i still do! haha. enjoy!

anyway, it has been awhile. school has been sucking alot of my brain cells. but nonetheless, it has been rather productive spending my time at school. i hope i do well for prelims. but it feels like i am not studying enough, the feeling of uncertainty is nerve wreaking. makes me nervous too. oh and today, 5A and 5B have officially moved up to the fourth floor. gawddd, we were complaining like a little. or maybe its just me. i hate to climb too much of stairs in the morning. haha. it has been so long since i climbed stairs to the school's fourth floor. mad ass. haha. this shows how lazy i am. after school i walked with manda to compass. and yeah. compass is boring.

today is friday!!!! yes! yes! yes! as usual, did my studying with eunice, but no yuemin, cause she had something on. and instead of going out, eunice came over to my place to study. and we ate until we were so stuffed for dinner cause my fridge got alot of stuff. haha. i vomited after that, too full, i can't tahan. lol. she came over around 3 and left like at 11ish. i am so mentally drained. i had math tuition last night, and tml afternoon there's going to be another session. mathcore. MAD.

when i look at my right arm, i realised that i have a vein which is so prominent that it can be seen from my hand to my arm. looks like a dragon. but oh well, i like prominent veins and protruding bones. they intrigue me in a weird way. but what the heck. i am weird. haha you like? i like. i am going to see the doctor on sunday, the area just above my hipbone is giving me pain like alot of pain. i shall go check out whats the issue with my body.

i just got reminded of something stupid and lame. haha ALEX IS A SQUARE. hi alex. your blog post makes big impacts. haha i find it very funny. k damn random. eh speaking of her, i genuinely miss her alot. i havent had the time to sit down to talk to her or meet her. haha square. by the way, i still wonder why bel is in an open relationship with me on facebook. haha she is weirdass. k thats all. good biex!

you always save the best for last.

2009-07-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

i don't really fancy jump shots. haha it just makes me think of HSM. haha. but i dont know why i did it. hahaha, i can't even see my face. oh well!

sooooooo.... this was on friday. i went to study first with eunice and yuemin at causeway point, before meeting alex and making my way down to republic poly to attend IGNITE! it was really awesome. i'm glad yuemin and eunice had fun too, cause things like these arent really their cup of tea. but i'm glad they had fun! haha or else i would feel bad for bringing them with me. lol. and i had fun too. met alot of my friends there. republic poly is GIGANTICCC! like HUGGEEE! MASSIVEEE! BIGGGG! get the picture? hahaha. but they really have such a nice campus i must say. brillent architecture. oh yeah, back to ignite, haha it was like a mega ass gig. i truly enjoyed myself. ava and caracal's sets was really good. AND ALL THE GIRLIES SAY I'M PRETTY FLY FOR A WHITE GUY! hahaha. oh yeah, i am damn upset. my camera like something wrong. like wtf. i dont know why so sudden that it spoilt but yeah. anyone know where to service or like send cameras for check ups? i am a noob at this. thanks. caracal's videos are on the left side of this page, go check them out if you want.

i went for this today, it was reallllllly good! like wow! haha. very explict and funny. kumar and the rest of the cast is pure genius. seriously. fucking sold out sia. wah. i'm thankful to catch this performance. it was really good. k thats all! biex guys.

the sound of something secure.

2009-07-22T04:45:00.000-07:00

okay, before i forget,
mrs lau: whats the meaning of black?
beat and fel: *points to nadia* NADIA!
mrs lau & nadia: *shocked face*
whole class: *laughs and laughs*
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alright, so this was racial harmony day at my school. more than half of the kids were in their school uniform. so boring, they should have been more spontaneous man. oh well, their lost. and some of the kids dressed rather indecently. it was racial harmony day guys, not be yourself day. and no, of course i do not want to see half your ass coming out and your boobs too. you'll blind me. stupid people. tsk. amanda didnt come on that day. rather sad actually. cause she was looking forward to it. but she came down with high fever. siancore. so after racial harmony day in school, eunice, oreal, yuemin, rachann, nadia and i went down to the cathy to book harry potter tickets. i was really scared that it would be sold out. but i worried for nothing man! haha the cinema still had alot of available seats. haha! the movie was really good. but i expected more. now i can't wait for the next movie to come out, i am really curious what would happen next. usually harry wins at the end of every movie. but for this one, he didnt at all. oh shit, i just ruined it for all you guys who havent watched yet but is reading this post. haha sorry! oh well, i didnt really say much, haha. shrug. shrug. during the movie, alot of funny things happened. haha. but i won't say. cause its embarassing for me. haha. okay, thats all! BIEX!

i honestly think they look better than the draco boy. haha. hi nadia.

HEY! ALL YOU NINE INCH NAILS FANS, MY FRIEND, IS SELLING 2 NINE INCH NAILS CONCERT TICKETS. SHE WILL BE SELLING $90 FOR EACH TICKET AND THEY BOTH HAVE PRIORITY ENTRANCE. IT WILL BE HELD ON THE 10TH OF AUGUST AT FORT CANNING PARK. LEAVE A COMMENT IF INTERESTED!

Alan & Hannah's BIGDAY! + a lil chinatown. heh.

2009-07-22T03:46:00.000-07:00

hey all, sorry for the very long absence. i was procrastinating uploading my photos and well, blogging. haha. sorry! anyway, this was on saturday, i went for alan and hannah's wedding. it was really cool. i really liked the church they went to. it was pretty grand. and guess what, i saw maureen! i caught up with her like abit. then for the lunch reception, it was at some hortone park? haha i forgot the park's name. yikes. but it was cool too. except the grass. it was carpet grass. my heels were sharp. haha i kept sinking in when i walk. ew, not cool. haha. the food was not bad. great atmosphere and yada. i went to meet eunice at chinatown after the event was over. went shopping with her. thank god she brought me her slippers to wear. my heels were killing me. i seriously need to find another pair that i can walk in for longer hours maybe? so yeap. but i like chinatown. it seems like a really nice place to unwind and goof around. haha, i bought a fan from there. it looks so rad. i love it. oh yeah, my tutor is down with fever and flu, i kinda feel lost without her. i got alot of questions to ask. haha. okay, thats bout it. i need to go and upload racial harmony photos now. LATER!

THE ZOO!

2009-07-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

i am finally done uploading the photos unto this post. wah. it took about 40 mins. hate uploads. and i don't understand why i can't upload the zoo photos onto facebook. cheabs. so, zoo was fun. i liked all the animals i saw there. haha i wanna bring all of them home. esp the proboscis monkey and the bear. but i really wonder if they are happy in the zoo. i mean like, a life spent behind cages, and being in contact with humans 24/7? i really wonder if they are happy. anyway, i had my chinese oral today. like the actual one. cheebai, i choked. haha i stare at them, and they stared at me, waiting for my answer. haha. hate chinese oral. always puts me in a spot. okay, i'm going to go running now. bye.

lives on sinking ships.

2009-07-11T10:44:00.000-07:00

so, i had my 4hours of chemical related stuff today, its mad. but it was productive. i understand my alkanes and alkenes, and the whole hydrocarbon thing now. i just need to get the hang of it, so it'll stay in my mind. anyway, it rained just now, i managed to reached home without getting caught in it. yay. i have been walking alot these few days, to school, to my house, to the mall, and from there, i walk back. haha my ezlink card must be loaded right now. anyway, i want to finish this year as soon as possible. i can't stand school.i love studying, but i hate taking exams. i hate it even more when they grade you on how much you know. it sucks. makes me feel like a specimen on trail to be displayed in the museum. haha, me and my weird analogies. its 1.45am, i have to be up by 7.45am later, haha ITS ZOO TIME! can't wait, can't wait. i want to buy more clothes, i am in need of new clothes. to fit the weather, my mood, my fashion sense. etc. i need new clothes man. but i don't want to bug my mum to bring me shopping, i rather i buy my clothes with my money. but my mum brings me shopping sometimes, which is really nice of her, but i don't really like to ride on her money too much. i need to be independent. its never too early to start learning to be on your own. if you knew me well, you should know that i like to be independent. or at least i try to be. cause you can't rely on people for the rest of your lives. it all comes down to you and you only when you step outside into the adult world. so yeap. that aside, i would so love to have this kind of heels. or something like it. i just like the laced up part alot. like really really alot. haha. okay, i'm out. eyes are feeling heavy. goodbiex!

we are the ocean .

2009-07-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

hey all! its finally friday! thank god (: so, i went to cathy to study with eunice and yuemin from afternoon till evening, as usual. eunice and i were on the same train unit, so i went to her and yuemin was next to our unit. so we went to her. haha it was funny cause we just so happened to be in the same train and yeah. huge coincidence. anyway, i went to meet alex and auji later for dinner. not usual, but i needed to talk to alex. oh, i think alex's youngest brother is so adorable. haha he asked auji if there was an age limit to talk to me. hahahahaha. so cute. i can't wait for sunday man. the zoo! the zoo! whoo-hoo! manda was being annoying in lit class today, i was trying my best to concentrate on my text, but she kept going MANDA!PANDA! she did it so retardedly, i had to stop and laugh and tell her to shut up many times. tsktsk. i realised that i have very few clothes to wear. i have to think very hard what to wear everytime i go out. cause i don't want to be caught wearing the same thing, and i'm sick of some of my clothes too, or my bottom doesnt match the top, so i can't wear it. aiya, i need more clothes. period. i am so tired now. i have chemistry practical in the morning, and chemistry tuition in the afternoon. geez, chemical knowledge explosion. alright, goodnight fwens. have a great weekend!

i know we're all just trying to connect.

2009-07-05T19:51:00.001-07:00

hey guys, i have no school today, as it is youth day. shoik. i can't wait for this sunday to come. me, auji, alex and my parents are gonna go to the zoo. hahaha. i wanted to take someone who like me, havent been to the zoo since primary school. we are sad deprived kids. haha so thus, i asked alex. haha, i wanna see those two animals. they are on my must see list. haha. so cute, i wanna take them home in my backpack. don't think they'll fit, but nvm, i can try. hahaha. i went to my cousin's place last night, omg, their kittens grew since the last time i saw them. so cute. meatball and meowmeow. i wanna put meowmeow in my pocket and bring home. haha but i bet becks and my mom would kill me. today is such a lazy day, its so cold, i'm wearing my jacket. it feels like holiday all over again. oh no no no. haha i need to get back to school mode. lol. ahhhh its friggin cold! hahaha i love it. alright, back to math for me. have a good day guys!

paper bones.

2009-07-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

i just came back from the break the chains gig at scape. i am so damn tired. i was standing so much that when i got home and finally sat in my chair. my butt and legs were like screaming thank you. lol. i had chemistry practical in the morning. fucking productive. it was conducted by another teacher. i would want a switch of chemistry teacher please. for the first time, i didnt play until practical was over. haha i burnt wood. cheap thrills. had ramly burger for lunch with manda. messy messy, and oily oily. but hell good. anyway, the gig was good, i had a good time laughing about the hxc dancing kids. haha i took video, go check it out on the left side. i didnt start to take photos until fbe's set. alex's shorts damn sexy right? haha. i left right before ava's set, cause i really couldnt tahan anymore. i am so drained. i saw erin and a few of my school mates. cool. i went back home looking like a zombie. rawr. my right knee is hurting like a bitch and i have muscle ache on that leg also. walao, its damn pain. argh. hate it. why do i have old people's problems. so annoying. i have a craving for bbq food. i forgot to have my dinner just now. my tummy is growling, and i can bet you, tml, i will wake up, with gastric pains. die. die. die. die. die. okay, i'm gonna crash as soon as the fbe video uploads finish. goodnight.

these hands are meant to hold

2009-07-02T03:08:00.000-07:00

school is a terror. it is terrorizing me. i am deprived of sleep now, since school has reopened. haha, shit. cause i use to do perfectly fine in school with just 5-6 hours of sleep. but now, that amount can't satisfy me at all. haha oh no no no. i need to get my school body clock back. oh well, studying pace is kicking up a notch. i enjoy canteen food now. there is like a long stretch of pasar malam near compass, gonna check it out one day. got kebab! haha. school has been alright, i like seeing my friends 5 times a week. but i miss alex and bel though. that reminds me, i need to find someone to study with on saturday or friday afternoon. i need help with my math.

anyway, the weather in the afternoon these few days has been totally awesome. rainy, stormy, grey, black, windy, cold. omg, its like heaven. haha, and today, before it started raining, it felt like autumn, leaves were falling, and there was like strong amounts of wind. NIOCE! i love it! haha. tml would be friday, so close to the weekends. YES AH! and i don't have school on monday also. yay! i had an avatar marathon just now, satisfying. alright, thats it, GOODBIEX!

there goes my dance hero.

2009-06-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

there goes my dance hero.

haha i changed clothes cause i was so sweaty by the time i met manda. check out the joggers man. lol. i went for amplify session with her. but i left early after session, cause i felt sick. my sister isnt home yet. its friggin 1.22am. where is she man. oh well. she is old enough.

another eventful day today, though i did little studying, but i was happy for a long time till now, but i'm not gonna say here. whatever. anyway, i had lunch with my mum, then i went to meet alex and auji at starbucks, oh yeah, i bumped into cally. haha anyway, after meeting auji and alex, we headed off to town. i have been to town so many times during this holiday. mad. walked around, trying to look for skank shoes. hahaha but failed. met tash, shaun and damian after that. thanks alex for lending me your transformer camera. haha tamron all. lol. i will take good care of it. then after that i left early cause i was gonna go meet amanda. so yeap. i'm feeling so sick now. goodnight.

i am shivering in my study room.

2009-06-25T09:18:00.000-07:00

i went to the clinic this morning to get some medicine for my sore throat which is killing me. and i had to wear this mask. haha my mum insisted i took a photo of myself and showed my dad. i don't find it really amusing though. haha my obviously my parents did. hahaha the mask was uncomfortable to wear and it had a funny smell. oh well. i hope my sore throat goes away soon. i hate the itchy feeling and the whole swelling of my tonsils. yuck. i had like lunch with my mum while watching ben10, i am such a sucker for that show. and i hope my digital watch can be fixed. i dont wanna change my watch :( and for now, i am stuck with a watch without numbers and i can't tell the time. i feel so lost. argh.

i apologise for the damn shitty photos. cause we were in the train, and we both hate camera flashes when taking photos in like such a public area. and i was shaking cause i was abit embarassed. but i really wanted to take a photo with kelly. cause the last time we had a photo taken was in primary six, like just us two? haha so yeah. whatever. mission half accomplished? haha i dont know. check out kelly's hair. looks so wicked.

my day was spent well. i met kelly and half the time we were sitting and catching up on each other lives. and i'm really glad that nothing much has changed between us two. i thought it was gonna be so awkward to meet her after so long, but i really thought wrong. haha there was no awkward silence at all. and the funny thing was, she was worried about that too. hahaha. the last time i saw her was literally like 6months ago. thank god nothing has changed, except her hair. haha and she has dreadlocks now, which looks totally wicked. haha we got tricked into doing a 5-10 min survey. which actually lasted 20mins. haha it was really funny, cause i was so lost during the whole interaction thing with the ntu people, and kelly kept laughing at me casue i didnt understand what was going on. in the end, their main point was to sell supplements to us. haha NO THANKS. oh and on tues i went to study with bel, it was quite productive. we ate $2 chicken rice, so cheap. haha i think bishan is quite a cool place. and speaking about bel, i kinda miss hanging out with her. hahaha. alright, thats bout it. goodnight all!

by the way, this is such a waste of electricity. tsk tsk.

imagine adding on ion orchard mall, gosh, it uses up so much of electricity. waste money. tsk. i don't see how it makes the mall look more attractive. i think it pains my eyes to look at it. and we're in singapore, not hongkong. haha i really dont know what they are trying to be here by making our malls look like a flashing rainbow coloured building. oh well, not my money. haha bye!

and after all, you're my wonderwall.

2009-06-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD! thanks for supporting me, and taking care of my needs, for providing a roof over my head, for my tv, my allowance, for cleaning my room sometimes. thanks pops! you're one in a milleaooooooooooon!

i'm pretty bummed out that the videos that i take recently suck, because the sound that comes out, is like shit, and the reason is, i am always not aware of my surroundings. and one thing that i should change is where i stand becasue i always stand too close to the speakers, resulting in the fuzzy sounds in the background of the video. and thought the quality is clear, the sound is not. and that makes up a shitty video already, no excuses. :(

eh manda and nadia, rmb this or not? hahaha first day when we could take orders from customers. and i was so like excited i brought my own notebook. hahaha. check out the scribbles and the short forms. hahahaha i say good times!
my wall, is like bursting with photos. haha, ignore my bloody finger. that reminds me, i need to update my wall. i have new photos to put up! and i need to print new pictures too.

anyway, do you know, that like 100++ singaporeans are affected with H1N1? but somehow i don't feel like the effect of this situation. haha SARS was much worse i feel. haha but heck with it, as long as they don't close down my school, and don't delay my o levels, i don't really care. haha. and those people who seem to have the so called H1N1 symptoms, and get quarantined, they come out okay after a few weeks in the quarantined area. haha. weird. moving on, my holidays are ending, i kinda feel half-hearted about this. cause i secretly like school, but on the other hand, i like to stay up late and watch tv, and do maths whenever i want to. hahahah. oh well! next week would be my last week of my june holidays. i am gonna meet bel, kelly and alex. yes i can't wait. and in between i have shaun's bbq. and maybe meet up with manda the self proclaimed princess. oh, and i have to go back to school to attend extra lessons, and i have tuition! oh oh! and alex lending me her slr to mess around with. SEX! haha. oh yeah! speaking of sex, THESE SHOES ARE SEX! i think i like it alot. haha the more i look at it, the more i like it. lol. i want it! haha THE HUNT IS ON. okay not funny. haha buhbiex!

sexy. killer. dominatrix.

baybeats is looking for a photographer. how now? how now?

2009-06-20T01:52:00.000-07:00

i'm in a great dilemma right now, i dont know if i should join this competition or not, cause my photography skills are so amatuerish? and compared to those other budding photographers with their nicer slr(s) they take nicer shots then i do? but alex says i can borrow her slr to practice on if i do get in. which i highly doubt so, but then no harm just trying right? and i really like photography, even though i know little about it, about the lighting, angles, focal points etc, but i really really like to do photography. here are some photos that i took which i think is quite nice. tell me which one(s) are competiton worthy okay? help me pick out 5 shots. if none of them are, just let me know also. haha constructive criticisms are welcome. (:

here we go:
1) this was taken during the baybeats auditions. damien from for better endings.

2) this was taken during halloween last year. huda, alex and kegan.

3) this was taken last year at my cousin's place in kl. my niece, camille.

4) i can't remember when i took this, but it was at arts house. alex from for better endings.

5) this is was taken at nick's farewell dinner. my cousin, gabriel.

6) this was taken i think 2 weeks back? its my cousin's cat, meatball.

7) this was taken during misery signals. alex from hereafter.

8 & 9) both photos was taken at rock the sub. kc from caracal.

10) this was taken last year. matt from a vacant affair. and er random crowd people. haha.

so yeah, i think this is it. haha i seriously think i have no shot at this, haha wtf, low self esteem. but seriously la, i mean think about it like logically. the other photographers who are joining have friggin slr(s) and their photos come out much much better then mine? i really dont know. haha i know that it is not the camera, but the photographer. but i really dont know la. haha. okay nvm, lol. i am so undesisive. haha anyway, leave a comment! you can stay anonymous if you wish to stay unknown. i'm fine with it. have a good day!

I'M NOT DOING ALREADY. I REALISED I WON'T HAVE THE TIME. oh well.

kuala lumpur trip.

2009-06-16T02:08:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guys! i'm back from kl, it was a pretty good trip, i feel more motivated to study when i came back, i feel refreshed, i didnt do much shopping, but thats okay, i feel more like myself when i came back, not thinking so much and yadayada. haha and it was the slackest trip i've been to. haha slippers and baggy shirt and shorts on all days. haha so lepak. only on sunday i wore a dress(hi oreal! its you're dress!) cause of mass. haha. and kl's food there is awesome uh, REALLLLLYYY CHEAP BUT GOOD. like orgasmic good. the nando's chicken(hi nadia, haha i relapsed.), their AUNTIE ANNE'S PRETZELS ARE FRIGGIN CHEAP. omg their bakkuteh also! and ice cream, i forgot whats the name but it was gooooood! haha i think i should bring alex with me next time i go kl, since she gets high on food. haha. i went to pestana's place ytd to do some decent math, caught up with the twins, and i met manda for dinner, did 15mins of studying, hahahaha EPIC FAIL. then we went to punggol park, so serene the place. okay thats it, good day all!

i really like this pair of heels.

i can't breathe in this air

2009-06-11T11:30:00.000-07:00

met alex to go window shopping, then auji joined us later, then all of a sudden, we became one huge ass jin bang gang walking along orchard road to eat dinner. haha wtf. so yeap.

WASTED TRIP. oh well. stay safe.

i would put an 'e' in there. haha.

went studying at the cathy with yuemin and eunice the other day, did maths and yadayada, it was productive. i need to be more productive with my studies, cause i am not studying enough.

i cut my finger the other day, for a small cut, it did hurt like a bitch and couldnt stop bleeding. haha. alright, i'm done. i'm too lazy to type. GOOD DAY GUYS!

giants must fall.

2009-06-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

I MISS MY GIRLS. I HAVENT MET SOME OF THEM IN AGES. AND I AM NOT BEING DRAMATIC. HAHA. amanda practically vanished? i'm not sure if she went to bangkok/bali/whereever she usually goes. hahaha. and nadia? i dunno. oreal? i dunno? i talked to the twins recently though, but i miss them nonetheless. bel came back from bangkok today, and i had a brief conversation with her just now. okay la, i want all my girls together. we need another chicas night out. haha, then for alex, i dunno why, but i miss you shithead. haha and i kinda miss talking to sacha. oh well. i did some math in the morning today, and i canceled my tuition. i don't feel well. haha truth be told i was just not in the mood. yikes. i'm gonna head to kl this friday, i hope to buy sticks and cheap white shirts/tanktops. and do some decent shopping. haha but becky gonna bring her books, so i will probably bring mine i guess. okay, thats all. biex.

fucking loads.

2009-06-08T10:44:00.000-07:00

I FUCKING HATE LOADING, ESP REALLY LONG LOADING(S). AND EVEN WORSE, WHEN ITS ABOUT TO FINISH LOADING, MY COM HANGS, OR THE LOADING GOES WRONG OR SOME JIGGA SHIT LIKE THAT! I FUCKING HATE LOADING. I WAITED LAST NIGHT FOR 5HRS, BUT NOTHING WAS EVER UPLOADED. WTF! I HATE LOADING! ARGH!! I HAVE 2 VIDEOS TO UPLOAD AND I WANT TO UPLOAD IT ASAP. CHEEABS! K BIEX.

WE'RE FALLING DOWN. WE'RE FALLING DOWN.

2009-06-07T04:04:00.000-07:00

i only have one of the concamp photo, which is this. haha so yeap. confirmation camp 2009 was alright. shitty things happened and good things happened too. i made new friends. i don't really feel like spilling my guts here. so thats all. i will upload the rest soon. love!

check how red i am. haha

i went for rock the sub, i didnt stay for long though, cause lex and auji had to leave early to club, haha, and i wasnt feeling well in my head, so yeap. a whole new caracal with kc doing vocals and henry playing the bass, its really not bad. quite good actually. haha i like it. i am currently broke now, and i just came back from camp. i am staying home for tonight, my parents went out for dinner together, and i just had a call from my aunt, I AM GOING TO KL THIS COMING FRIDAY. NO FUCKING WAY! hahaha. fuck yes uh, shopping and becks is coming. maybe this might take my mind off my shits. good day all. I SAID GOOD DAY!

PAN PACIFIC.

2009-06-04T01:23:00.000-07:00

family without becky :(3 siblings and their mother.

i love this photo of gab. haha so cute.

father and daughter.soooooo... this was dinner at pan pacific hotel. we had buffet. it was nick's last chance to eat good food before he goes and serves the country. haha. the buffet was awesome okay. i'm such a sucker for the fondue, and i ate so much until i puked when i got home. haha and i felt so unhealthy also, i ran 16 laps today, MY KNEE IS BURNING. swear. pain. the buffet was really worth it though, 1 FOR 1! how awesome is that?! haha.

this one is meowmeow, i couldnt get a good picture of her cause she kept clawing at my lens. haha.

and this one is meatball haha.

i went to plaza sing by myself ytd to go spotlight and then i head over to my cousin's place later on. and they decided to keep the two stray kittens they found the last time. haha they are so cute, they cuddle up to me and started purring. aiyoooo! so cute i swear. haha makes me wanna have a cat also. a really black one, head to toe black. haha yes i want! haha. but obviously i can't. my mum would just freak out. lol. anyway, i'm gonna go send bel off to thailand later on. seems like everyone is leaving the country one way or another. i am gonna be pretty much abit bummed out next week. won't tell you. BIEX!

seeing your name gives me jitters.

2009-06-01T01:45:00.000-07:00

hello all, holidays so far has been alright, confirmation camp is coming up, my cousin is coming back, but after 2 days he returns, he is gonna go for his national service. quite sad actually, my family is gonna have dinner with him on wed, oh shit, i have tuition on wed, okay i shall change it to thurs, wtf, why am i telling this to ya'll. haha that reminds me to update my planner, haha its still on may page. ALEX IS BACK! YESSSSS! safe. haha yay. i went to vivo and plaza sing yesterday and realised i want to buy alot of things, or more like, i want alot of things. i wished i was working somehow, haha at least i can have extra income.

oh well, and today i had my chinese o levels. haha WTF, I WROTE OUT OF POINT. yes laugh at me would you please? haha, and i was so confidently writing okay. haha 3 PAGES LONG. motherfucking eagle! haha. i think i will retake. haha i am aiming for a c5 okay. haha. that is history, i shall not broad over it. i can't wait to go out with the girls someday during the june holidays, either sentosa or east coast. i want sentosa actually, haha oh well, majority wins. but i dont mind east coast cause i can ride my bicycle. haha heck.

in the past when like tights and spandex and leggings or whatever you wanna call it, was all the rage. i swear i hated them. they look like shit. (no offence to anyone who likes to wear them) but i feel that they look horrible. its like a second skin to your skin and wraps around your skin so tightly, and you wear that with a too short of a dress and too long for a top, and practically everyone can see the lining of your ass. hahhaha, i think it looks funny la okay. and once again, no offence to anyone who likes them. but then NOWWWW! i have changed my mind about it. haha yes, i am a hyprocrite. arent you? but i dont like wearing them with too short of a dress and too long for a top. i like to wear them with like shirts, really long shirts. haha i'm such a hobo sometimes. haha. as long as it covers my ass i am fine. haha NO ONE GETS TO SEE MY ASS EXCEPT ME! haha wtf, random outburts. i have been feeling rather inspired these few days, and i've taken alot of photos, and i bought materials to start on my mini projects. satisfied? oh yes i am. okay that is all. and again, ANYONE WHO KNOWS OF PLACES THAT SELLS CHEAP WHITE SHIRTS AND TANK TOPS, PLEASE TELL ME. thnx! good day all!

nobody gonna break my stride

2009-05-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

i am so inspired. oh yes i am. i want to do alot of things right now that will make me happy when i am done. haha won't tell you. anyway, i went to send fbe off ytd, and alex tried to make me cry but i did not in the end okay. haha and it was niko's birthday ytd also, sooooooooo.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANISH BOY! my mum's birthday was this week as well, on wed, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! not like she reads my blog anyway. haha oh well, we went to eat at gehlang for steamboat. dirty dirty place. we purposely drived through the alley streets to see sexy women. haha, okay,okay, i kid. lets not be too harsh on them. its only their job. i had my parent teacher meeting ytd, it went surprisingly well for the first time in how many years, after that, my mum brought me to parkway area to look for my cheap shirts, but failed. oh well. anyone who knows of places that sell cheap tank tops and shirts, PLEASE TELL ME! okay, that is all, goodnight.

is anyone sick of my blogskin? cause i know i am starting to get sick of it.